我们的打工记！

假期都一个月多了，除了参加了全营以外，其余的时间都打工。好不容易把那三个星期的工作给 “解决” 了！回想起那三个星期真的不容易。每一天都要八点出门搭 KTM 到 Kelana Jaya（虽然十点才开工），天黑了才回到家,真的名副其实的早出晚归啊！这份工除了要日晒雨淋之外，还要穿那完全不透风，颜色超级鲜艳的Costume 配戴假发在Klang Valley 一带到处去派Sampling！第一次做这样的打扮刚开始真的很难接受，因为本身还蛮保守的。但是看在工钱高的份上，就只好勉强的接受它吧！我相信习惯后就没有感觉了的。现在终于知道钱难赚啊！虽然高工钱，但是也需要付出一些代价的——变黑人了！！T.T 当中最值得高兴的是认识了两位非常可爱又疯狂的朋友！因为有他们的可爱，为我们那乏味又辛苦的工作增添了一点甜甜的味道；因为你们在语言上的疯狂与搞笑，常常让我笑破肚皮呢！还记得我们两个女生并不喜欢韩流，却因为那个K-Pop迷而爱上TTS—Twinkle。只要听到这首歌我们几个就会有动力去工作，而且每天在特定的时段都会留守OneFM等候这首歌的出现！哈哈！真的很疯狂！现在听到那首歌就回想起你们了！有时候去到特定地点看见许多小吃，馋嘴的我们都会吵着想吃，过后就去买来一起Share Share吃。“一人一半，感情不会断” 。 现在想回去还蛮值得回味的。谢谢你们这一个月的陪伴，陪我一起苦中作乐。能够认识你们真好=) 有缘再相聚吧！祝福你们！

<——我那两位帅哥(samseng kia)美女！                                           ——> 我们Body Guard Gal 的装扮！真的很吓人一下！

全营_心经的智慧

就这样九天八夜的全营像梦一般地结束了，很快地回到来现实生活了！回到来竟然觉得有点不自在，因为在营队期间心很平静没有烦恼，一时间调不回来所以又起烦恼了=P 回来了就是时候整理整理着九天所学习的东西。因为一回来就开工了所以就比较迟把它写出来=) 

这是我第一次参加全营，第一天早上就与几位法侣们自己搭巴士到太平佛教会。抵达的时候看见已经很多营员已经在那里了。由于第一次参与这么大型的生活营，就被那么多的人数给吓到了！顿时觉得好陌生，不知道该做些什么。但是我就告诉自己：我是为法而来的！而且我应该趁这机会在这认识一班来自不同大专的法侣以及开阔自己的视野，所以就尽量以平常心去面对咯~

当我得知我被编入“感恩心”组的时候，我的心就有一个念头跳了出来：能够有缘份进这个小组，是不是间接要提醒我该时时抱着感恩的心去面对生活上的一切人，事，物！？当我们小组在讨论如何诠释“感恩心”时，我真的有点blur,因为我认为感恩就是感谢咯！就是要对周遭的一切抱着感恩的心就可以了咯。原来不是如此，感恩不只是放在心里的，而是要附上行动的！所以我们感恩心组就在营队期间发了个愿  ------>

“ 感恩师父，悉心教导（行动：上课尽量不出海，专心）；感恩外护，一日三餐（行动：把食物扫个清光，不浪费）；感恩同行，互相学习（行动：时时鼓励，问候，关心及照顾身边的同行）；感恩身体，时时安好（行动：多喝水，照顾好自己，才能更专心听闻佛法）”

刚开始在小组里觉得很陌生很迷茫，就很静咯。可是在过几天后就开始熟了，开始有交流，可以打成一片了。感谢我们感恩心的爸爸妈妈（强哥和秀恩），就在我们很静的时候，他们就很努力地讲啊讲的，希望可以带动到我们=) 皇天不怕有心人，结果我们慢慢开始“活跃”起来！也感谢你们每次在课后为我们消化课程，解释我们不明白的地方。还有就是很开心因为能够认识一群可爱的同伴们，有了你们，我的学佛路上变得更有趣也多了许多笑声~哈哈哈！虽然现在我们分离了，但是相信我们的法情并不会因此而断！保持联络哦^^

参加这个营队期间，生活虽然并不是非常舒适，但是就是很有FEEL！！两百多位营员一起挤在一起睡地板+草席；早上还得分批起身刷牙洗脸用厕；冲凉的时候要排长龙，而且每次都会有筹委在喊“快点快点！外面有很多人带等你哦！” “还有五分钟！”；饭后大家还需要做务（一起洗碗碟，洗厕所，扫大殿等等），但是我们都是一面做一面就唱起了歌，而且做得很欢喜=)。由于我们的生活上都非常享受，所以对我来说这是一种磨炼！ 当中训练我们不去自私，时时刻刻要为身边的同伴们着想~ 至于团康的时候更不用说，简直是我们最享受的时段！哈哈！！我们一大伙听听佛曲，唱唱歌，跳跳手语，玩玩游戏，感觉真的很棒！开始怀念这种生活了。 很想念 “啦~~POM POM POM! ~~” ^^


这次的主题是《心经的智慧》，当我知道是通明师父为我们讲课时就觉得很兴奋，很期待师父幽默的小故事和搞笑的讲课方式。每次师父一出现，总是被她脸上慈悲的笑容给溶化了~哈哈！！ 在整个课程中当然少不了会出海捕几条小鱼，但是有了师父的笑话，钓鱼的次数也慢慢减少了。这也要感谢坐在我隔壁很用心听课的家峻常常提醒着我时时要精进还有辅导员们为我们准备的糖果和橙皮让我们抵抗周公的诱惑。这次的课程中，让我明白了世间一切都是 “空” ，而心经里让我印象最深的就是 “色既是空，空既是色” 。当中也明白到一切都是因缘和合的，缘起时，就相聚；缘灭时，就散去。还有就是师父时常说的，我们能够听闻到佛法是修来的福报，所以要用心，要珍惜眼前的一切。珍惜的当儿也别忘了抱着感恩的心<3 !!

我本身最喜欢的讲座是由刘子贤居士所讲有关吃素的课题。他那生动有趣的讲话方式真的把我给吸引去了。他的那句“你何德何能啊，要牺牲这么几十条的小生命……” 我很赞同！虽然有要尝试吃素的想法，但是我不能够在家里这样做，因为肯定会吓坏父母，他们都不了解佛教，所以一定会以为我有要剃botak的念头。（impossible lorr ) 所以只好等我在外面后才能够慢慢尝试咯！现在先开始尝试少吃肉吧！（嘉竣，别忘了我们的约定哦！是一个月哦^^）


记得有一天的副题讲座是谈《孝顺》。我承认我并不是个非常孝顺的女儿，所以当我看了那45分钟的歌剧我想起了过去的种种画面，心里起了惭愧心。真的要感恩我能够遇见佛法！之前，我非常叛逆。有时候妈妈说一，我就偏偏做二的那个！然后我想得到的东西，我都会很尽力地去争取。而且我们俩的沟通方式就是吵吵闹闹。爸爸时常说我们都很逞强，所以谁也不让谁！但是我发现我接触佛法后，开始提醒自己把自我放小了一点，而且不去介意妈妈说的东西（不对的）；她要唠叨就让着她，我就安忍！结果发现有转变哦^^ 现在关系也温馨了很多，感谢佛法啊！！今后得再加油慢慢改变自己，时时提醒自己要孝顺父母，因为父母恩难报啊！

每天的副题讲座后，就是我们与身心约会的时候了（静坐）！这并不是我第一次的静坐，但是我却很怕这次的静坐环节，因为知道自己很久没有练习了，心很散很乱，很多妄念，也很容易脚麻痹，但是始终要面对的！刚开始的两天真的很难让自己定下来，脚也很不听话一下子就开始跟我抗议了。但是每次静坐后都非常好睡=）直到最后两堂课，才开始慢慢能够放松及静下我的思绪，妄念也没有那么多了，但是还是会在“钓鱼”。记得有一堂课，继持师父将一个静坐法宝介绍给我们后，我们立刻坐得直直地，不会钓鱼，不会晕眩，立刻精进的用功——它就是香板。在最后一堂课，还以为师父不会出动到香板，结果突然出现很响地一声 “piak” ，就把快要钓鱼的我给吓得坐直直了！再也不敢松懈下来了！谢谢师父的提醒哦~ 在这营队也尝试到“动中静”。感觉很好叻，很喜欢那种感觉，只是当时候蚊子多了一点！哈哈！


全营中，我很喜欢辅导员们所发的愿！“先微笑，再说话；再微笑，才行动” 到今天它已经深深烙印在我脑里，不论面对什么，它都提醒着我说话前要想过，而且要面带微笑！因为微笑就是最有力的武器。还有就是常慧法师讲的，不论我们在生活中面对什么样的问题，我们都应该THINK POSITIVELY！！不只要正面解读，在顺境时也应该持有随时会面对挫折的准备（逆向思考）。在处理问题时要能够收放自如，不执着！相信这将会对我们往后处理事情的态度很有帮助哦~

到最后还是要谢谢在背后默默付出一切的营委们，外护们，师父们和辅导员们成就了这一个像家的营队让我们有机会相聚在一起学佛~ 感恩感恩，无限感恩！ 祝福你们，祝福大家~愿大家法随法行！法喜充满~大家加油！

心洁合十

因缘

刚结束了8天7夜的AB Camp。当时候的心情真是不舍得.曾经心想；八天不是很长吗？为什么感觉才像一眨眼的时间而已~ 其实，时间过得非常快的，而欢乐的时光跟不用说了。通常朋友都会问，从中学到了什么了吗？这是当然会学习到一些知识吧！我就觉得我从中认识了佛教与佛法。原以为佛法就是整天念经与拿香拜拜求这求那，今天我终于明白何谓佛法。原来它是并非我想像中那么肤浅。其实佛法还是门值得我们去探讨的知识。

先说我为什么会接触到佛学会吧！再第一个学期里面对了许多的问题与烦恼（人际纠纷啊，意见分歧，误会等等）可以说是很痛苦的一段日子。当时候就有位学长与我分享他的经验，那时侯他建议我可以去尝试参与佛学会的活动（尤其是AB Camp）结果我就很好奇佛学会会是怎样的。就这样我第一次参与了绿缘的活动了。因为本身很喜欢唱歌，所以我喜欢上绿缘的活动~但很可惜因为只出席过那么一次而已（好过没有咯=P）

过后看见宣传的传单的主题是“我苦？我乐？我转转念”就开始考虑是否要参与，因为我真的需要转转念！但还是会有点担心没有朋友毕竟还是很陌生嘛^^而且八天感觉上非常长叻（有点怕怕）。 机缘巧合下，我的roommate也想参加，所以我俩就结伴报名参与这次的AB Camp=）说真的我和她真的超有缘分的！！（同一个小组+我抽到她成为她的叮当~）

刚抵达观音堂的时候，会觉得很陌生。但是过不久就发现工委们以及辅导员们个个都非常和蔼可亲，终于让我卸下了防备心，用心和大家打成一片。可能像师父所说的吧，大家都释放正面磁场。所以让我觉得很舒服^^谢谢你们~没有想到我的名字竟然可以带给大家这么多欢乐。哈哈！看见大家笑得那么开心我也觉得很开心，值得=）

由于我本身没有任何的佛法基础，所以在师父开始讲课就“收”不到。完全听不懂，有点沮丧~ 但是经过小组讨论和在辅导员的耐心解释下渐渐开窍了。对于佛法一开始还很惊讶因为没有想到原来佛法与我们的生活是息息相关，非常相应的。真得感谢师父利用生动的教学和故事将佛法带出，好让我们这些初学者能够思考与明白其中的道理。感谢师父对我们的一番苦心。其中最让我印象深刻的是大鹏的maggi面与佛陀的故事。也好想念师父的OMG!哈哈。每堂课结束后都会有小组讨论以及呈现。说真的我本身还蛮不喜欢呈现因为我一紧张就会把全部东西给忘了，所以这环节对我来说是种考验与磨练。但我知道这会是一个很好的机会让我去学习去克服它。所以我也慢慢去试着接受它，面对它和克服它，这样才会有进步。

记得有一堂课师父有说到人应该要知足，这样才能得到快乐。我本身对这句话非常赞同，体会也最深。要是人人都能够容易满足的话，大家都不会为了一些不属于自己的人事物在执著而不快乐。所以要时时刻刻提醒自己“知足常乐”！！还有，在副题讲座里得到了一些启示---自己应该为自己的人生道路上做出决择。最重要是自己一定要对自己所选择的工作有PASSION!!没有PASSION就没有意义了。

其中还有一个我非常喜欢的环节---心灵ABC汤。我发现到在每个人生阶段，我们所追求的东西都不同。小时候的我并没有什么追求的东西。慢慢地，我长大了。所追求的是亲情友谊啊，自由啊，爱情啊！想着想着它让我回忆起许许多多美好的，遗憾的人事物，但我深深地了解到那是一种成长过程。是这些回忆成就了今天的我。所以我们要享受过程而不是盲目地追求。
至于第二天的心灵ABC汤更让大家感触良多。它让我明白世事无绝对，珍惜当下最为重要！而且机会是留给懂得把握的人。不是所有事情都会有TAKE 2，所以不要做出会让自己遗憾的事情。要活在当下！

在这个营队里我还是第一次接触静坐。之前有听朋友把它说成很恐怖，但是我本身还蛮享受静坐。我觉得静坐可以把我那杂乱的心安定下来，放松身心，把心中不好的念头都丢掉！！而且我也很喜欢静坐后的运动，让我松一松僵硬了的筋骨。由于在假期里，睡眠品质非常不好，经常失眠，但是我静坐后发觉我睡觉时很放松了，开始不会胡思乱想了，一下就可以入睡了。真好^^感恩感恩~

最后还是要非常感谢师父的耐心教导，厨房菩萨们为我们精心炮制美味可口又健康的膳食，让我回味无穷。想念早斋的粥，午斋的菜肴与汤，药石的“鱼头”米粉和初恋红豆冰。（想到肚子就咕咕得响起了）除此之外，要感谢工委们为这营队的付出与努力，辅导员们的循循善导与关怀。感谢大家让我有段美好的回忆~愿大家法随法行，将佛法运用在生活上吧！！祝福大家。


心洁合十

累与泪~

怎样了？
现在只能面无表情地发呆，
心却在代替着眼睛流着泪....
有泪却不能流才是最痛苦，最可悲的...

有好久好久了...
真的好久没试过压力这么大....
它犹如一个又大又重的背包，
背在我那疲惫的身上...
要是它是个背包就好，
随手将它甩掉就没问题了..

这还是第一次，
让我只能这么无助地，
望着我的那温暖的床，
却不含任何的睡意...
真是奇迹！！MIRACLE~
（如果面对书本能够这样就好了）


也许我不应该那么执著，
不应该这么有原则；
应该学会放手。
有时候放手未尝不是件好事。
是时候学习如何放手。

要不然，
到最后，
伤痕累累的会是自己而已..
没有人会感谢你的努力，
没有人会珍惜你的付出。

因为，
这就是人。
只为自己的---------人！！
现实的-----------人！！

就把它当成一个考验吧^^
考验我的能力；
考验我的耐心。
相信它会让我变得更强，更茁壮。
只因为；
我相信！！

水象星座之巨蟹座

表面 & 内心郁悴指数：50 VS 100

我是很郁悴，但我不会输给郁悴。巨蟹座郁悴能力很强，他们常常为了小事郁悴，但是遇到大事他们又能泰然处之，是一个很奇怪的星座，不过在办公室里他 们沈稳又平和的样子，即使他郁悴，也说不出口，他们只会把真话留给真正肯听的人，所以能听到他们说真话的人，对他来说都是很重要的人，这时候的他们，是很 脆弱的。

丢除郁悴不二门法：巨蟹座希望自己在郁悴时也能正常工作，虽然不太可能做到，不过他们会强迫自己，所以这时最需要的就是劝他们暂时放下工作，到远地去休息一下，保证很有效

~Cancer~

巨蟹座的人不会让人看到忧愁，至少他们不会承认。他们看似柔弱，其实比谁都还要坚强，忧愁只有在他们躲在壳里时才会露出来；所以不了解他们的人会一直在他们面前提起他们介意的事，他们虽然依然会对你笑，但是心里可是真的很受伤喔～～

NiCe~

Nice....Personally think that it's true la...haha....



假装坚强，是不想让人看到软弱；


假装开心，是不想让人看到寂寞；


假装高兴，是不想让人看见伤口；


假装甜蜜，是不想让人看见泪水；


假装轻松，是不想让人看见心酸；


假装幸福，是不想让人看见疤痕；


假装快乐，是不想让人看见孤独。

Pretend to be strong, is to hide weakness from the others;


Pretend to be happy, is to hide loneliness from the others;


Pretend to be glee, is to hide pain from the others;


Pretend to be sweet, is to hide tears from the others;


Pretend to be relax, is to hide heartbroken from the others; 


Pretend to be blessed, is to hide scar from the others;


Pretend to be joyful, is to hide solitarily from the others.




[translate by Celine^^if smth wrong,jus ignored it la]

Im Back!!

Fuiyoh....Finally im home now~ Miss my comfortable bed very much...(although hostel 1 also not bad)
How's my life in UPM?? Only 2 words can describe bout it--BUSY and TIRED...
But I still like my new life~New friends and New environment...
Well,since i can adapt to a new environment very well,so thr hav no prob for me until now....congratz me^^
Just bathroom quite far from my room. Everytime need to go until so far just for water....=.=
But i sure i can overcome it very soon...hihi^^

I really feel that i had change a lot after get into U...haha...
Become more sam pat (38) jor...
Important thing is my confidence increase jor...hahaha..
Now i refresh back tat few day...
I really dono how dare i can stand on stage and sing in front of senior and friends... Some more with mic..
Now i only know malay song also very nice de...hahaha....
But not bad la...New experience...Although whole body shaking...hahaha...
Really boh kia si edi...haha...

Ok,my Kolej really can say good jor la...
My room always have lower temperature de...so no air-cond also can survive..
The only cannot is not water heater for bath... Need to cook myself every morning...
Coz the water is really COLD~COLD~COLD~
And then everytime walk to bus stop very tired...Coz thr is a hill... Everytime sure very 喘...
Nvmind... Act keep fit and train my lung volume^^haha...

Yaloh.. this is my room...

Really felt sorry to Mr.Lim and Pn.Wong lo... Whole Chemistry edi forget until 7788...haiz...

Need refresh back very soon... If not no face go find Mr.Lim...haha...

Until now my lecturer stil very good lar... Except physical chemistry and calculus de... 

Physical Chem de not very good in explain smth... then Calculus de keep ponteng class...wahahaha...

Stil got many thing to tell...but very late edi...Need rest and slp....

I dont want look old~~wuwuwuwu.....ok...Nitez everyone^^

Love you all^^wahahaha......

Packing~

Today morning after breakfast,i start pack my luggage and arrange it properly..
Omg..it was too many thing I have to bring..
After I pack pack and pack... Finally almost ok edi...
Thr are
-1 tong of daily use(detergent,bloom,hanger)
-1 luggage of clothes
-1 bag of electronic device, biscuit and skincare
-1 pillow bag for pillow and 1 pillow bag for blanket and 'boster'(paiseh,dono how spell)

I go and bath after packing... I thought juz 1pm... After I bath I see the clock, OMG..... 3pm jor... I haven lunch.. No wonder I feel very hungry tat time..
Really pity,my mum din cook.. I need to cook maggi me myself..sienzzz..

Then drama time.. I just watch 2 episode then feel very very tired edi..
Just slp... Once wake up then feel tat all my bone going to 'san'...so suffer... Tired...

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~ Days Before Get Into "U" ~

Really a very very tired day for me. But feel very Happy larr^^
Yest I went Sunway Pyramid with few of my Best Freind -- Jason, Lucas and Charles^^
We went thr Ice Skating...Woo...Its nice~~
We went for lunch before Ice Skating... We ate Sakae Sushi...
Mmmm....Yummy~~ Really full... 
After tat we went to buy ticket for Ice Skating....So expensive...RM23 not include glove (if not mistaken)...
But due to holiday, tat place full of ppl...haha... 
Nice experience^^ luckily i didnt fall down....But Lucas really pity lo =P haha...

 my ugly picture...not nice~ =S

Act this pic want to show Cheah Wee de =P

After Ice Skating, I go shopping with Jason... Try jor many nice dresses...really hope can buy...

But no money...Haiz~ Sad lo... I show some pic lo...I curi-curi taken in fitting room...haha...

After shopping we went to Full House for dinner... Yummy~~ but thr dont have much dishes...

Show you all some pic^^

 i like this mushroon soup very much^^

We went back home at 8.30pm smth lo... Really feel very tired.... 

My leg's muscle all very pain and suan...

Today lagi cham,whole leg and waist muscle pain...

Wuwuwuw....my leg pain pain T.T

$$$Money$$$

花钱，真的可以很快；


但是，赚钱却很慢。


Today juz go out, few hundred bye bye edi~~
Buy a pair of jeans and skincare also wil pok kai~~Too Bad~~
Haiz.. Tmr going to have a lot of thing to buy too...T.T

Alone Doesn't Mean LONELY~~

曾经，非常害怕一个人；
觉得，一个人就是寂莫。

如今，已刮目相看；
觉得，一个人......
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It's A Long Long Month~

Finally i finish my work. Now whole day stay in home and nth to do. Finally got time to blog edi^^
No, should say RELAX & REST in home. (to let my skin allergic cure)
So, what to do in house?
Impossible 24 hours sit in front of TV just watch drama.later i wil become very fat (but most of time i wil sit in front comp.no different=.=)
Housework lor. I just finish clean my messy room. Lot of dust..

I really hope that this month wil pass faster and faster.
I wan to start my new life.
Mayb other will hope it pass slow cause going to leave home.
But dono why i will think so. Mayb pass through many thing edi, hope get a chance to start off my new life.

WooHoo....New life, Im coming^^ Wahahaha....

But now i start miss all my baby edi. Wat they done today? Will they ask 'where is teacher Celine?' ??
Izzit everything ok? They got naughty?? 
Haha... Hope they have a nice day lah^^ Muackssz...Love you all^^

**Yangyang,dont naughty ah~
**Triplet,listen to teachers arh. If not T-rex wil come and bite you all^^hihi.

Going To Leave

Actually I think I should feel very happy cause going to leave kindergarden. No need to face those nonsense anymore.

But when i try to tell my students that im going to leave,their expression sure will make me feel 不舍得.

Its because their naive and cute.

Remember,i told Yang Yang(3 years old student) that i wont be around after 2 more weeks, his respond was -- No,i dont wan you leave. I wan you continue working at here.(with crying tone).
Make me feel 好气好笑.

What can I do right now is just appreciate the time with them^^

Woman-Fussy!!

Long long time i din update my blog...Coz i really lazy and tired...
Everyday wake up then work....Evening come back then rest,tv,fb then slp....
Nth else in my life....
My job-listen its name seem very syok or easy....But its juz a name....

Today 2 fullday teacher on MC...Normally we have 3 fullday teacher + me +4 half day teachers...
We have 4 classes in kindergarden... So today really not enough ppl to go into class...
Starting,they planned to ask me replace for 1st period only....
After i go into 1st period,2nd 3rd period then come in edi...
Damn tired....very hard to control 1 class de students....
i start my class at 9:30 and end my class at 12:15....how tired it was....
terrible.....12.15 finish school edi....
Dont think i can rest edi....Stil need to feed my 'KAI ZAI' eat lunch....
Act this job really not easy...really....
After lunch stil need help him bath, prepare milk and feed,medicine then tam him slp....
Mostly i wil hug him slp....coz he wil slp in 5-10 min....if i put him on bed,1-2 hour he stil wont slp....
So,to make my job easier,i choose hug him slp.....although my hand wil pain....

I thought after all the children slp i wil have some times to rest.... Who know my paper is coming....
Got paper work nvm....But she stil very fussy thr....tat time i really work til wan cry....
Think wan to quit....QUIT!!!!!!!!!i shout inside my heart.....
but after i saw those cute kids i wil feel sad if i leave like tat.....
So....i juz can say '我忍！！！' i also dono wat to do.......juz continue see 1st lo....

Tired edi lar~~next time only continue la...Wan go slp edi....bb....
Good nitez everyone~~

MAD!!~~

I get the virus from baby~~

Yesterday i lose to the virus...Finally get fever,sore throat and flu...So i slpt whole night....

Really feel good...Wahahaha...but sick de feel really suffer...smth while slping also wil feel like want vomit...

Luckily today get well many edi...Just left flu,cough and sore throat... 

Early morning wake up,iron my shirt and wash my clothes after bath(bcoz yest straight slp without prepare everything).So everything rush...Eat rush,drive rush,buy sore throut medicinr rush,rush fetch cuiwen too..

Luckily no late..Haha...

I start my job with bring kids into tadika.Then got a child called Myn Shun(4 years old) keep on telling his father "I wan jie jie~~" then his father wandering who is the one his son mention whole day in home.Finally he get the ans^^

Few mins later, another "leech" was coming~His name called Yang Yang(3 years old)~OMG~I headache edi..2 of them dont wan to follow other teacher.

Just wan me...ZZZ...i really pengsan~ Im busying receive money from parent and give receipt.But they keep follow me no matter where i go...Damn tired~~Im sure you cant imagine it...Haiz...

When class start,then i give Myn Shun to cuiwen...then throw him into his class..

Finally i can start my paper works...

I start my lesson at 10.10am..Everyday i wil forget it coz too many thing to do...

Always need my students come down i only realized bout it..

I teach 6 years old children (from other races) chinese...

It is not a easy job to teach them...coz they totally dono chinese...(im flu tat time,totally cant talk to them)

So need i need to teach 1 by 1...

Sudd, YangYang coming..Then i put him sit on my leg to avoid him disturb other children study...

He go away after few min...Then i feel tat my pant wet edi...I quickly check his pant got wet anot..

OOMMMGGGGGG~~he pee on my pant...Sxxt...Luckily little bit only...

Very angry...Coz last few days,he was the 1 who vomit on my shirt and arm..Now turn pant...Iiisshhhhh~~ 

Ok..Just ignored it...Continue my jobs...Few min after change his pant,wet again...Really no eye see edi...

Ok...I pass safety until 11 smth...I sit on my place,then i saw cuiwen hugging a gal(lee xin ying-3 years old) come in from kitchen.I feel weird so i go kitchen thr see..OMMGGG~~Smth serious happened....

Tat gal's forehead got a big big bruise(like a moutain/ like 花罗汉 fish)..I really shock....

In my brain:how it wil happen?how to make it small?how to speak to her parent?

Luckily mak cik remind me to take ice and rub for her...She was crying and screaming like hell...

At the time,my boss came back...My boss help her rub and i try to hug her and control her...

Finally her bruise smaller edi....How panic am i....

Then got a teacher say the indian gal say tat cw juz take care chinese but not take care other...haiz...

when i heard this,i really feel angry...thr r juz 2 indian boy in tat class...one of the indian boy company by his makcik(tat indian gal)other all chinese..And those kids all hyper-active 1...hard to control...

tat class teacher really irresponsible de loh...

Dont like her...After the thing happened everyone very worry but she just look like not her matter....wth...

Lucliky just bruise...haiz...

                                                                 Here got some pic~~

These are YangYang photo...He's quite cute if he dont wan cry...wahaha~~

Its my sleeping time...lazy continue write edi...Next time only continue la~~Good nitez~~

1st day in KinderGarden~

Today was the 1st day i go to Strawberry Wonderland interview+work...

Now i really become babysitter edi...wahaha...

I wake early in the morning,then prepare to go Kindergarden at Prima Saujana thr...

When i reach thr,i juz stand thr alone and waiting for those staff to tell me wat to do...

Unfortunately,no body tell me wat should i do..Almost 8.30am,miss Tan came...

Then she ask me to bring those children go into their class to put their bag in their own drawer..

Wow..Those kids really very cute..But some of them really horrible(juz wait and see how horrible they are)...

After put their bag,then bring them go to the small garden in front the house to play...

When their parents start leaving,some of the kids start screaming for mummy...

'I want Mummy!!!' Some start cry loudly coz dont want to leave their mummy's hug...

So the situation really terrible... Uncontrollable...

When class start,we gather all of them together & line them up &bring them go into class..

Really hard to control...Some crying,some running here & thr,some wan mummy.............Headache...

I was helping in the 4 years old class..Some of them really cute...The small gal very cute while the boys are really handsome(make me心动)

When im going downstairs to take the toys,i saw a super active 4 years old kid...Then i straight hug him go into classroom...Luckily i can settle him alone with my hand full with 2 boxes of toys...Wahaha...

When im go in the room,got a child keep look at me with a pair of watery eye, and say 'i wan my mummy'...

After he finish his words,then he start crying...wuwuwu~~His name is SHENG JET..He very handsome 1...

Firstly he tell me he dont wan play with a malay kid..Then i ask him sit beside me..Then he say ok...

But lastly,he was sitting on my leg(in my hug too^^)

Sudd got some kid call me,'teacher,the floor wet edi.' Then im looking to the floor..OMG,some1 pee at thr...

Then some1 vomit on the floor too...issshhh....dirty betul...Finally,other teacher clean all the thing~~

Starting,i thought i can back at 11 smth...But finally i back at 6pm...Very tired...=.=

I get the job...Not be a teacher,is clerk+assistance teacher...So need wear formal all the time...

Got a funny thing happened on me today...When i heard it, i really scared by tat boy...

When hi tea time,after we finish all the food,the 大佬(6 years old boy) among the kids ask me 'can i sit beside teacher?'

I said 'why you wan sit beside me??i wan sit with YuHang woh...'

He said 'coz I LOVE YOU mah...' I speechless edi~~

Thr r few kids from full day class very cute de...Let me show you the pic~~

This boy very close with me de...He call Yu Hang...He keep on play with me~~

             This boy i like him very much...He call Jun Kang...Coz he very handsome....Really...

 This robot i made for Yu Hang de....wahaha...Before this got another 1 de,let that Fatty boy destroyed edi...

This 2 gal are sister...That MeiMei very cute and i like her very much~~

Wow...This is the 1 i love~~wahaha...His hand de scissor is made by me leh^^wahaha....now i only know i very pro in making these thing~~(joking)

~冬至~

Act 2day got many thing to write de...But the mood dono go whr edi..

Did you all know 2day is wat day??Chinese should know de gua??!!See my title then know lo^^

This festival is quite important for all Chinese de.All chinese wil eat TANG YUAN on this day.

Know wat its mean?It means 团圆.Whole family wil gather together on this day.

But my family cant make it.Haiz.Cause my dad work at Melaka and he didnt come back.

So this year he cant eat TANG YUAN lo.So pity & bad luck.Y pity??

Coz this year de TANG YUAN is made by me^^Wahaha..My TANG YUAN really very tasty lo.

Saliva edi flow out??Come la,i treat you eat^^!!

See,i make it 2 by 2 de leh^^Hihi...But stil cant eat la..Haven cook also.^^

Mmm~cooking those delicious tang yuan^^

This 1 can eat edi de.The water inside is sugar water^^

Although i put those tang yuan with sugar water,but i prefer eat dry tang yuan with peanut powder^^

1st year i try to eat like this, and i like it very much.

That's y this year de tang yuan very 'laku' (mean finish in a short time).

The taste quite similar with MUACHI(know wat is muachi?i dono how to explain it.hihi)

This afternoon really busy.Went out alone to take lunch + tang yuan to my youngest bro.He is working in a shop called Sang Lee which opposite Bilion Kajang.The shop got sell beg ah,shoes ah,school uniform ah...........

After that went to grandma's house to take vegetable.Say til here then really angry lo.My grandma ask me help her go Hospital Semenyih to take her medicine.I angry not bcoz she ask me go here go thr,the reason is her son(mean my uncle) and aunty both also very free stay in home.Why she cant ask them go?They very free wat?!?!Everytime got any thing also ask my family for help,uncle aunty stay in same house with you,why you cant ask them leh.Everytime need my mum or me to purposely cum from my house to JLN REKO thr to help u o??远水救不了近火ah...Everytime my mum & i also think that you are our parent and grangparent so we wil make it.But can you dont over it?Inside your house got 2 adults which very free,so just ask them go lar...Haiz..Really dono how they think..Suan la..Juz let it..

My mum say we must志气.Must prove to them.

Just know i get a bad bad news.Haiz.Last week my supervisor say got job for me de,the salary high too.

But he just tell me no more...I very sad lo..Thought can earn money de.Now its gone..........................

I really need money very much lo..Haiz..Wat can i do now??Haiz....

Very late edi lo...Need slp edi..If not BOYBOY wil kill me de...

Good nitez everyone.^^