累与泪~

怎样了？
现在只能面无表情地发呆，
心却在代替着眼睛流着泪....
有泪却不能流才是最痛苦，最可悲的...

有好久好久了...
真的好久没试过压力这么大....
它犹如一个又大又重的背包，
背在我那疲惫的身上...
要是它是个背包就好，
随手将它甩掉就没问题了..

这还是第一次，
让我只能这么无助地，
望着我的那温暖的床，
却不含任何的睡意...
真是奇迹！！MIRACLE~
（如果面对书本能够这样就好了）


也许我不应该那么执著，
不应该这么有原则；
应该学会放手。
有时候放手未尝不是件好事。
是时候学习如何放手。

要不然，
到最后，
伤痕累累的会是自己而已..
没有人会感谢你的努力，
没有人会珍惜你的付出。

因为，
这就是人。
只为自己的---------人！！
现实的-----------人！！

就把它当成一个考验吧^^
考验我的能力；
考验我的耐心。
相信它会让我变得更强，更茁壮。
只因为；
我相信！！

水象星座之巨蟹座

表面 & 内心郁悴指数：50 VS 100

我是很郁悴，但我不会输给郁悴。巨蟹座郁悴能力很强，他们常常为了小事郁悴，但是遇到大事他们又能泰然处之，是一个很奇怪的星座，不过在办公室里他 们沈稳又平和的样子，即使他郁悴，也说不出口，他们只会把真话留给真正肯听的人，所以能听到他们说真话的人，对他来说都是很重要的人，这时候的他们，是很 脆弱的。

丢除郁悴不二门法：巨蟹座希望自己在郁悴时也能正常工作，虽然不太可能做到，不过他们会强迫自己，所以这时最需要的就是劝他们暂时放下工作，到远地去休息一下，保证很有效

~Cancer~

巨蟹座的人不会让人看到忧愁，至少他们不会承认。他们看似柔弱，其实比谁都还要坚强，忧愁只有在他们躲在壳里时才会露出来；所以不了解他们的人会一直在他们面前提起他们介意的事，他们虽然依然会对你笑，但是心里可是真的很受伤喔～～

NiCe~

Nice....Personally think that it's true la...haha....



假装坚强，是不想让人看到软弱；


假装开心，是不想让人看到寂寞；


假装高兴，是不想让人看见伤口；


假装甜蜜，是不想让人看见泪水；


假装轻松，是不想让人看见心酸；


假装幸福，是不想让人看见疤痕；


假装快乐，是不想让人看见孤独。

Pretend to be strong, is to hide weakness from the others;


Pretend to be happy, is to hide loneliness from the others;


Pretend to be glee, is to hide pain from the others;


Pretend to be sweet, is to hide tears from the others;


Pretend to be relax, is to hide heartbroken from the others; 


Pretend to be blessed, is to hide scar from the others;


Pretend to be joyful, is to hide solitarily from the others.




[translate by Celine^^if smth wrong,jus ignored it la]

Im Back!!

Fuiyoh....Finally im home now~ Miss my comfortable bed very much...(although hostel 1 also not bad)
How's my life in UPM?? Only 2 words can describe bout it--BUSY and TIRED...
But I still like my new life~New friends and New environment...
Well,since i can adapt to a new environment very well,so thr hav no prob for me until now....congratz me^^
Just bathroom quite far from my room. Everytime need to go until so far just for water....=.=
But i sure i can overcome it very soon...hihi^^

I really feel that i had change a lot after get into U...haha...
Become more sam pat (38) jor...
Important thing is my confidence increase jor...hahaha..
Now i refresh back tat few day...
I really dono how dare i can stand on stage and sing in front of senior and friends... Some more with mic..
Now i only know malay song also very nice de...hahaha....
But not bad la...New experience...Although whole body shaking...hahaha...
Really boh kia si edi...haha...

Ok,my Kolej really can say good jor la...
My room always have lower temperature de...so no air-cond also can survive..
The only cannot is not water heater for bath... Need to cook myself every morning...
Coz the water is really COLD~COLD~COLD~
And then everytime walk to bus stop very tired...Coz thr is a hill... Everytime sure very 喘...
Nvmind... Act keep fit and train my lung volume^^haha...

Yaloh.. this is my room...

Really felt sorry to Mr.Lim and Pn.Wong lo... Whole Chemistry edi forget until 7788...haiz...

Need refresh back very soon... If not no face go find Mr.Lim...haha...

Until now my lecturer stil very good lar... Except physical chemistry and calculus de... 

Physical Chem de not very good in explain smth... then Calculus de keep ponteng class...wahahaha...

Stil got many thing to tell...but very late edi...Need rest and slp....

I dont want look old~~wuwuwuwu.....ok...Nitez everyone^^

Love you all^^wahahaha......

Packing~

Today morning after breakfast,i start pack my luggage and arrange it properly..
Omg..it was too many thing I have to bring..
After I pack pack and pack... Finally almost ok edi...
Thr are
-1 tong of daily use(detergent,bloom,hanger)
-1 luggage of clothes
-1 bag of electronic device, biscuit and skincare
-1 pillow bag for pillow and 1 pillow bag for blanket and 'boster'(paiseh,dono how spell)

I go and bath after packing... I thought juz 1pm... After I bath I see the clock, OMG..... 3pm jor... I haven lunch.. No wonder I feel very hungry tat time..
Really pity,my mum din cook.. I need to cook maggi me myself..sienzzz..

Then drama time.. I just watch 2 episode then feel very very tired edi..
Just slp... Once wake up then feel tat all my bone going to 'san'...so suffer... Tired...

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~ Days Before Get Into "U" ~

Really a very very tired day for me. But feel very Happy larr^^
Yest I went Sunway Pyramid with few of my Best Freind -- Jason, Lucas and Charles^^
We went thr Ice Skating...Woo...Its nice~~
We went for lunch before Ice Skating... We ate Sakae Sushi...
Mmmm....Yummy~~ Really full... 
After tat we went to buy ticket for Ice Skating....So expensive...RM23 not include glove (if not mistaken)...
But due to holiday, tat place full of ppl...haha... 
Nice experience^^ luckily i didnt fall down....But Lucas really pity lo =P haha...

 my ugly picture...not nice~ =S

Act this pic want to show Cheah Wee de =P

After Ice Skating, I go shopping with Jason... Try jor many nice dresses...really hope can buy...

But no money...Haiz~ Sad lo... I show some pic lo...I curi-curi taken in fitting room...haha...

After shopping we went to Full House for dinner... Yummy~~ but thr dont have much dishes...

Show you all some pic^^

 i like this mushroon soup very much^^

We went back home at 8.30pm smth lo... Really feel very tired.... 

My leg's muscle all very pain and suan...

Today lagi cham,whole leg and waist muscle pain...

Wuwuwuw....my leg pain pain T.T

$$$Money$$$

花钱，真的可以很快；


但是，赚钱却很慢。


Today juz go out, few hundred bye bye edi~~
Buy a pair of jeans and skincare also wil pok kai~~Too Bad~~
Haiz.. Tmr going to have a lot of thing to buy too...T.T

Alone Doesn't Mean LONELY~~

曾经，非常害怕一个人；
觉得，一个人就是寂莫。

如今，已刮目相看；
觉得，一个人......
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It's A Long Long Month~

Finally i finish my work. Now whole day stay in home and nth to do. Finally got time to blog edi^^
No, should say RELAX & REST in home. (to let my skin allergic cure)
So, what to do in house?
Impossible 24 hours sit in front of TV just watch drama.later i wil become very fat (but most of time i wil sit in front comp.no different=.=)
Housework lor. I just finish clean my messy room. Lot of dust..

I really hope that this month wil pass faster and faster.
I wan to start my new life.
Mayb other will hope it pass slow cause going to leave home.
But dono why i will think so. Mayb pass through many thing edi, hope get a chance to start off my new life.

WooHoo....New life, Im coming^^ Wahahaha....

But now i start miss all my baby edi. Wat they done today? Will they ask 'where is teacher Celine?' ??
Izzit everything ok? They got naughty?? 
Haha... Hope they have a nice day lah^^ Muackssz...Love you all^^

**Yangyang,dont naughty ah~
**Triplet,listen to teachers arh. If not T-rex wil come and bite you all^^hihi.

Going To Leave

Actually I think I should feel very happy cause going to leave kindergarden. No need to face those nonsense anymore.

But when i try to tell my students that im going to leave,their expression sure will make me feel 不舍得.

Its because their naive and cute.

Remember,i told Yang Yang(3 years old student) that i wont be around after 2 more weeks, his respond was -- No,i dont wan you leave. I wan you continue working at here.(with crying tone).
Make me feel 好气好笑.

What can I do right now is just appreciate the time with them^^

Woman-Fussy!!

Long long time i din update my blog...Coz i really lazy and tired...
Everyday wake up then work....Evening come back then rest,tv,fb then slp....
Nth else in my life....
My job-listen its name seem very syok or easy....But its juz a name....

Today 2 fullday teacher on MC...Normally we have 3 fullday teacher + me +4 half day teachers...
We have 4 classes in kindergarden... So today really not enough ppl to go into class...
Starting,they planned to ask me replace for 1st period only....
After i go into 1st period,2nd 3rd period then come in edi...
Damn tired....very hard to control 1 class de students....
i start my class at 9:30 and end my class at 12:15....how tired it was....
terrible.....12.15 finish school edi....
Dont think i can rest edi....Stil need to feed my 'KAI ZAI' eat lunch....
Act this job really not easy...really....
After lunch stil need help him bath, prepare milk and feed,medicine then tam him slp....
Mostly i wil hug him slp....coz he wil slp in 5-10 min....if i put him on bed,1-2 hour he stil wont slp....
So,to make my job easier,i choose hug him slp.....although my hand wil pain....

I thought after all the children slp i wil have some times to rest.... Who know my paper is coming....
Got paper work nvm....But she stil very fussy thr....tat time i really work til wan cry....
Think wan to quit....QUIT!!!!!!!!!i shout inside my heart.....
but after i saw those cute kids i wil feel sad if i leave like tat.....
So....i juz can say '我忍！！！' i also dono wat to do.......juz continue see 1st lo....

Tired edi lar~~next time only continue la...Wan go slp edi....bb....
Good nitez everyone~~

MAD!!~~

I get the virus from baby~~

Yesterday i lose to the virus...Finally get fever,sore throat and flu...So i slpt whole night....

Really feel good...Wahahaha...but sick de feel really suffer...smth while slping also wil feel like want vomit...

Luckily today get well many edi...Just left flu,cough and sore throat... 

Early morning wake up,iron my shirt and wash my clothes after bath(bcoz yest straight slp without prepare everything).So everything rush...Eat rush,drive rush,buy sore throut medicinr rush,rush fetch cuiwen too..

Luckily no late..Haha...

I start my job with bring kids into tadika.Then got a child called Myn Shun(4 years old) keep on telling his father "I wan jie jie~~" then his father wandering who is the one his son mention whole day in home.Finally he get the ans^^

Few mins later, another "leech" was coming~His name called Yang Yang(3 years old)~OMG~I headache edi..2 of them dont wan to follow other teacher.

Just wan me...ZZZ...i really pengsan~ Im busying receive money from parent and give receipt.But they keep follow me no matter where i go...Damn tired~~Im sure you cant imagine it...Haiz...

When class start,then i give Myn Shun to cuiwen...then throw him into his class..

Finally i can start my paper works...

I start my lesson at 10.10am..Everyday i wil forget it coz too many thing to do...

Always need my students come down i only realized bout it..

I teach 6 years old children (from other races) chinese...

It is not a easy job to teach them...coz they totally dono chinese...(im flu tat time,totally cant talk to them)

So need i need to teach 1 by 1...

Sudd, YangYang coming..Then i put him sit on my leg to avoid him disturb other children study...

He go away after few min...Then i feel tat my pant wet edi...I quickly check his pant got wet anot..

OOMMMGGGGGG~~he pee on my pant...Sxxt...Luckily little bit only...

Very angry...Coz last few days,he was the 1 who vomit on my shirt and arm..Now turn pant...Iiisshhhhh~~ 

Ok..Just ignored it...Continue my jobs...Few min after change his pant,wet again...Really no eye see edi...

Ok...I pass safety until 11 smth...I sit on my place,then i saw cuiwen hugging a gal(lee xin ying-3 years old) come in from kitchen.I feel weird so i go kitchen thr see..OMMGGG~~Smth serious happened....

Tat gal's forehead got a big big bruise(like a moutain/ like 花罗汉 fish)..I really shock....

In my brain:how it wil happen?how to make it small?how to speak to her parent?

Luckily mak cik remind me to take ice and rub for her...She was crying and screaming like hell...

At the time,my boss came back...My boss help her rub and i try to hug her and control her...

Finally her bruise smaller edi....How panic am i....

Then got a teacher say the indian gal say tat cw juz take care chinese but not take care other...haiz...

when i heard this,i really feel angry...thr r juz 2 indian boy in tat class...one of the indian boy company by his makcik(tat indian gal)other all chinese..And those kids all hyper-active 1...hard to control...

tat class teacher really irresponsible de loh...

Dont like her...After the thing happened everyone very worry but she just look like not her matter....wth...

Lucliky just bruise...haiz...

                                                                 Here got some pic~~

These are YangYang photo...He's quite cute if he dont wan cry...wahaha~~

Its my sleeping time...lazy continue write edi...Next time only continue la~~Good nitez~~

1st day in KinderGarden~

Today was the 1st day i go to Strawberry Wonderland interview+work...

Now i really become babysitter edi...wahaha...

I wake early in the morning,then prepare to go Kindergarden at Prima Saujana thr...

When i reach thr,i juz stand thr alone and waiting for those staff to tell me wat to do...

Unfortunately,no body tell me wat should i do..Almost 8.30am,miss Tan came...

Then she ask me to bring those children go into their class to put their bag in their own drawer..

Wow..Those kids really very cute..But some of them really horrible(juz wait and see how horrible they are)...

After put their bag,then bring them go to the small garden in front the house to play...

When their parents start leaving,some of the kids start screaming for mummy...

'I want Mummy!!!' Some start cry loudly coz dont want to leave their mummy's hug...

So the situation really terrible... Uncontrollable...

When class start,we gather all of them together & line them up &bring them go into class..

Really hard to control...Some crying,some running here & thr,some wan mummy.............Headache...

I was helping in the 4 years old class..Some of them really cute...The small gal very cute while the boys are really handsome(make me心动)

When im going downstairs to take the toys,i saw a super active 4 years old kid...Then i straight hug him go into classroom...Luckily i can settle him alone with my hand full with 2 boxes of toys...Wahaha...

When im go in the room,got a child keep look at me with a pair of watery eye, and say 'i wan my mummy'...

After he finish his words,then he start crying...wuwuwu~~His name is SHENG JET..He very handsome 1...

Firstly he tell me he dont wan play with a malay kid..Then i ask him sit beside me..Then he say ok...

But lastly,he was sitting on my leg(in my hug too^^)

Sudd got some kid call me,'teacher,the floor wet edi.' Then im looking to the floor..OMG,some1 pee at thr...

Then some1 vomit on the floor too...issshhh....dirty betul...Finally,other teacher clean all the thing~~

Starting,i thought i can back at 11 smth...But finally i back at 6pm...Very tired...=.=

I get the job...Not be a teacher,is clerk+assistance teacher...So need wear formal all the time...

Got a funny thing happened on me today...When i heard it, i really scared by tat boy...

When hi tea time,after we finish all the food,the 大佬(6 years old boy) among the kids ask me 'can i sit beside teacher?'

I said 'why you wan sit beside me??i wan sit with YuHang woh...'

He said 'coz I LOVE YOU mah...' I speechless edi~~

Thr r few kids from full day class very cute de...Let me show you the pic~~

This boy very close with me de...He call Yu Hang...He keep on play with me~~

             This boy i like him very much...He call Jun Kang...Coz he very handsome....Really...

 This robot i made for Yu Hang de....wahaha...Before this got another 1 de,let that Fatty boy destroyed edi...

This 2 gal are sister...That MeiMei very cute and i like her very much~~

Wow...This is the 1 i love~~wahaha...His hand de scissor is made by me leh^^wahaha....now i only know i very pro in making these thing~~(joking)